Infertility at 26....

Being a woman, it was something I took for granted that I would be able to have children when I met my husband and I was ready.
It seems that's not the case, or at least, I am going to have a really long frustrating road ahead of me.
After my thyroid function ceased to exist I started to have problems with irregularity. My doctor assured me this was normal and nothing was wrong. Recently I have had some RLQ pain and decided enough was enough and had someone check me out.
Turns out I have a HUGE cyst on my right fallopian tube, and a blocked fallopian tube on the right.
Which means, now I have one fallopian tube and ovary left I can depend on to (hopefully) allow me to have children.

Nothing in my life ever seems easy. I am finally ready, and really want to start a family, and I can't.... yet there are hundreds of thousands of people every year who have kids they don't want.
Life just isn't fair sometimes.

Here's to hoping I guess...

Blah.

So me and my shoulder are still at home. I have physical therapy this week monday wednesday and thursday.
Human resources says they are working on an alternate assignment but by the time they get their act together i will probably be back to full duty. I am just glad I get paid whether or not they get their act together.
Shoulder does feel better with the stretches. I am hoping with the work on it through PT I will be good as new sooner rather than later cuz I am bored out of my ever living mind and really want to go back to work, and firefighting.

I Think I decided on planet fitness for a gym. Gotta sign up soon... thankfully the FD pays 100 a year for a gym membership so it won't cost me too much!

alrighty... time to get a move on. gotta put in the turkey.

Love
ME

fun

Well. while I am home doing nothing I might as well format my computer. So I did, with a few stumblings along the way, but now it's up, and working oh so much faster.
I guess I should post about what happened... maybe eventually.
I have to download itunes; and so many other things right now.
Later.

Insomnia queen

So, my thyroxine got doubled to 50mcg two weeks ago for my hypothyroidism as my levels were WORSE than the first draw (thanks to working nights. awesome). The last couple nights I am suffering from a really nasty bout of insomnia. It is crazy actually. I am physically tired, but my mind is still awake. I try to do nothing in a quiet room and I go crazy. so I turn on a movie which usually puts me to sleep and that doesn't help. the computer doesn't help either but it is something to do while I try to fall asleep.
I am quite sure this isn't very good for me, but hey, what can I do. I am going to evenings soon and that will surely regulate my sleep cycle quite quickly.

In good news... going to get a new PEPP (Pediatric education for prehospital providers) card next weekend, and the following weekend we are headed out with chris's parents and family to a camp for the weekend to hang out, maybe have some birthday cake for me! yay! I am 26 on march 4th. inching ever so close to 30 already. how did that happen?

We are looking good for a house. a mortage broker ran the numbers for us and we can def do it, my credit is way better than I thought, and we just have to come up with a down payment... here's to saving money! I CAN'T WAIT! I want a house pretty bad.

we shall see how it goes... well. I am going to try to sleep again.... I have to work tomorrow. suddenly though work takes on an entirely different feeling when you know you are changing shifts and you have a house to work towards...